It just asks my brother to eat meat in heaven. I struggle to answer | Israeli-Palestine conflict

On March 2, we heard that all the passages were closed to Gaza, we thought he would not last for more than two weeks. We really wanted a normal Ramadan, we can invite our survivor relatives to iftar and we were not worried about what we could find in order to break our fast.

But it did not go out. We broke our fast with the holy month by canned food.

Like most families in Gaza, I do not expect anyone or even a war, or even a war, or even war.

On the days after the closing, food and other basic goods disappeared from the markets and skyoked prices. One kilogram of vegetables for 8 or more dollars, sugar 22 and baby formula $ 11. A sack of sacks that cost $ 8 before went up to $ 50; Reached $ 300 in two months.

Most people in Gaza could not afford these prices. As a result, families have begun to reduce the number of foods, including food, and began to breakfast and dinner and reduce the part of each of them – half-bread bread for breakfast for dinner. Men, women, older people and children in front of bakery and charitable cuisine, in shame and sadness, to get only a few loafes or a small plate of food. For some families would be the only food for today.

All the inhabitants of the central Gaza I live in, only three loaves of bread: In the casualties and Deir El-Balah two.

The crowd at the bakery plant prevents roads in the area, prevented roads. Each day was fainted and drowning due to pushing and shrinking. In the end, it would take only a small number of bread from those who have been waiting since the morning.

My father, Sunrise, will go to the bakery before sunrise, because we did not know how long this situation would last. But he was already in a long time, as long as he was on bread out of bread. He would stay up to the afternoon, then send my brother to take his place in the line. In the end, they would return with nothing.

On March 31, the World Food Program announced the closure of all because we can get because of depletion of ovens, including the depletion of stoves, including ovens. This noted the beginning of the real scarcity.

Soon, the charitable cuisines began to close because they escaped food stock. One of them is only one in-one only. People grew more despondent, many will beg for everyone on Facebook or telegram to ask for a bag for a bag for anyone.

We live in the “lucky” neighborhood where the kitchen is still in operation.

My eight-year-old brother Dana, every day with his comrades in front of him, as if there was a game. If he gets a single food bin, he is proud of himself, and hijacks himself. If the food does not come before it does not come, he complained about how unfair the world is returning.

In Ramadan, a guy who moved to the mufti school near our family, was cooking a charitable cuisine, who tried to take food. He was subjected to severe burns and later died of them.

The signs of hunger have become a half a month after a month after the closure of the transitions. We see them on all sides of our lives – while sleeping in an empty stomach, pale faces, fast weight loss loss in weak objects. The climbing stairs now makes us a twice as much effort.

It was more difficult to get sick and restore. My Karabey, 18-month-old Musab and two-year-old Musab, made high fever and flu-like symptoms in Ramadan. He made them a month to get better because of the lack of food and medicine.

My mother suffers from heavy vision loss after the end of February after the eye operation. The lack of nutrition and eye drops needed to lift worse the situation.

I got worse myself. I donated blood to the Awda Hospital in Nuseirat, which seriously affected this physical health. Now I suffer from extreme weakness in my body, we lose weight and difficulty. When he went to the doctor, he told me that canned food and eat more fruits and meat. He knew what he said, but what else could he say?

Perhaps the hardest part of this situation has to explain the hunger strike to young children. My sisters and sisters can’t ask you to eat that we can’t just be able to provide. We are struggling to convince us that we are not punished with our hiding food, but it is not.

Five-year-old Khalid continues to want meat every day while watching the food pictures on his mother’s phone. He looks at the images and asks the father of the martyr that would eat all this in heaven. Then he wanted to join his father and eat with him.

We struggle to answer. We say that he is patient and the patience will be rewarded.

I feel helpless to see the scenes of daily scenes and desperation. I ask myself, when I saw the corpses of children can stay silent in the world, and the brittle and sick and wounded die slowly?

The occupation uses each method to kill us – bombing, hunger or disease. We have reduced to begging for a piece of bread. All the world’s hours and claims that it cannot give us.

The views shown in this article are unique and definitely reflect the editorial position of Gazir.